Distorted Pain ~ Denkare

Since day 3 is almost finished (I’m only missing to review the last few pages), I really had to upload this one. Maybe I’ll publish more Denkare songs in the next weeks, maybe not; but for sure, sooner or later, more will come.

Notes

Title: Distorted Pain
Vocals: 華憐 (Karen)
Lyrics: 電気 (Denki)
Composition: 電気
Circle: 電気式華憐音楽集団 (Denkare)
Album: re:charge
From: ゴア・スクリーミング・ショウ (Gore Screaming Show), Opening Theme

Distorted Pain

何時から歪み始めていた?
偽善と嘘に守られてた?
痛みをかわす度に何か
無くすの知らないふりをして

itsukara hizumi hajimeteita?
gizen to uso ni mamorareteta?
itami wo kawasu tabi ni nanika
nakusu no shiranai furi wo shite

When has this distortion begun?
Was I protected by hypocrisy and lies?
Every time I avoid this pain, I
Lose something, yet I act dumb

心を閉ざされてるの?
それとも私閉ざしてるの?

kokoro wo tozasareteru no?
soretomo watashi tozashiteru no?

Has my heart been shut away?
Or, am I the one who shut it away?

あなたに伏せた想い無くしてしまえば
良いのに 消えない 願うほどに溢れて
壊れてしまうほどに虚空を求めて
此処から消えたい 貴方想う心と

anata ni fuseta omoi nakushite shimaeba
ii no ni kienai negau hodo ni afurete
kowarete shimau hodo ni kokuu wo motomete
koko kara kietai anata omou kokoro to

Even if you will forget my memory lying within you
It’s fine, it won’t disappear, I brim with that wish
Here, as I seek for a clear sky, I’m about to break
I want to disappear with your memory and heart

それでも私は生かされてく

soredemo watashi wa ikasareteku

And then, I am resurrected again

疑心が肥大してく過去の
傷跡幾度と思い出す
何時まで其処に立ち戻るの?
何度も何度も問いかけて

gishin ga hidai shiteku kako no
kizuato ikudo to omoidasu
itsumade soko ni tachimodoru no?
nandomo nandomo toikakete

As doubts about the past increase
I keep recalling my scars
Will I ever come back there?
Again and again, I keep asking it

無限に繋がって往く
呪縛の連鎖 今断ち切れ

mugen ni tsunagatteyuku
jubaku no rensa ima tachikire

Bounded to eternity, I
Shatter the chains of this curse

静かな夜に迷い何かを叫んで
貴方の中には響かないと知っても
此処から少し前に進んで歩けば
何かが変われる そんな風にイキタイ!

shizuka na yoru ni mayoi nanika wo sakende
anata no naka ni wa hibikanai to shittemo
koko kara sukoshi mae ni susunde arukeba
nanika ga kawareru sonna fuu ni ikitai!

Lost in a calm night, I shout something even if
I already know my voice won’t reach you
If I keep going on little by little from here
Something will change. I want to live!

小さな鼓動が時を刻む

chiisana kodou ga toki wo kizamu

My faint heartbeat marks time

破滅へ向かう事に少しの希望と
憧れ抱いて悲劇めいた少女は
あの時貴方がくれた一言だけを
大事にしてたと思い出してイキテク!

hametsu e mukau koto ni sukoshi no kibou to
akogare idaite higeki meita shoujo wa
ano toki anata ga kureta hitokoto dake wo
daiji ni shiteta to omoidashite ikiteku!

As every bit of hope goes towards destruction
The girl, embodiment of tragedy, lives
Yearning for that single word you gave her that time
That became her most precious memory

静かな夜に迷い何かを叫んで
貴方の中には響かないと知っても
此処から少し前に進んで歩けば
何かが変われる そんな風にイキタイ!

shizuka na yoru ni mayoi nanika wo sakende
anata no naka ni wa hibikanai to shittemo
koko kara sukoshi mae ni susunde arukeba
nanika ga kawareru sonna kaze ni ikitai!

Lost in a calm night, I shout something even if
I already know my voice won’t reach you
If I keep going on little by little from here
Something will change. I want to live!

小さな鼓動が時を刻む

chiisana kodou ga toki wo kizamu

My faint heartbeat marks time

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~ by Jaefine on June 3, 2015.

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