Null ~ Frill

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Better late than never, they say.

If you think there is a double/subtle meaning in the song, then there is. Also, the picture this time is taken from Frill’s official page for this game (thus why the writings on it), but since it has NSFW content (more like, explicit), check it at your own risk. Frill’s official page is here.

Requested by rendedol

Notes

Title: null
Vocals: 茶太 (Chata)
Lyrics: 丘野塔也 (Touya Hokano)
Composition: どんまる (Donmaru)
Arrangement: どんまる
Publisher: Frill
Main Theme (read: Opening) of 円交少女 ~陸上部ゆっきーの場合~ (Enko Shoujo: Rikojoubu Yukki no Baai). Which, by the way, is a R-18 visual novel from what I have seen. Visual novel of which I know little to nothing (I have barely read the story synopsis on Frill’s website).

Null

深夜3時の過ち お薬でチャラにして
可能性をなくして 未来に、ばいばい
副作用でふらふら 吐き気と鮮血

shinya 3 ji no ayamachi okusuri de chara ni shite
kanousei wo nakushite mirai ni, bai bai
fukusayou de furafura hakike to senketsu

My error of 3 in the morning, let’s call it even with this pill
Without any possibility, I say bye bye to future
I’m dizzy, have nausea and spit blood due to side effects

カビ臭いソファの上じゃ 涙も出てこないや
胸の中乾ききって まるで砂を詰めたよう
傷跡からこぼれる いのちと爪のかけら

kabikusai sofa no ue ja namida mo detekonai ya
mune no naka wakakikitte maru de suna wo tsumeta you
kizuato kara kobore inochi to tsune no kakera

On this old-fashioned sofa, tears are not coming out
My chest inside is dried, just as if it’s stuffed with sand
From my scars are coming out life and nails’ fragments

ママは死んで灰になって パパはお酒でハイになって
わたし変な歯医者いって やけにお金とられて
もう二度と行きたくないな

mama wa shinde hai ni natte papa wa osake de hai ni natte
watashi hen na haisha itte yake ni okane torarete
mou nidoto ikitakunai na

Mommy died and became ashes, daddy became ashes due to alcohol
I went to a strange dentist and he took me too much money
I don’t want to go there ever again

嫌なことからは逃げだっそう
学校バイトサークル部活 耳を閉じても聞こえてくるよ
お返事は元気に 「はいよろこんで」

iya na koto kara wa nigedassou
gakkou baito saakuru bukatsu mimi wo tojite mo kikoetekuru yo
ohenji wa genki ni 「hai yorokonde」

I run away from bad things
School, part time job, club activities, I hear them even if I close my ears
The answer is a lively “Yes, with pleasure”

つけまにカラコン 制服着てなんちゃって
ツイ消し 垢消し
あれ、なんでこの名前にしたんだっけ?
ほんとの私どこにいるのでしょうか?
どこにもいないのでしょうか?
空は真っ黒、雨降り傘もなくて
この世の終わりみたい
甘いネオンまたたく 高収入バイト きらきら

tsukema ni karakon seifuku kite nanchatte
tsui keshi oka keshi
are, nande kono namae ni shitandakke?
honto no watashi doko ni iru no deshou ka?
doko ni mo inai no deshou ka?
sora wa makkuro, ame furi kasa mo nakute
kono yo no owari mitai
amai neon matataku koushuunyuu baito kirakira

I wear fake eyelashes, colored contact lens and my uniform. Just kidding
Tweets removed, account deleted
Uh? Why have I picked up this name?
Where is the true myself?
Is she nowhere?
The sky is pitch black, it’s rainy and I have no umbrella
 It looks like the end of this world
The soft neon of a highly paid part time job twinkles, sparkling

とてもあそこまで いけそうもないや

totemo asoko made ikesou mo nai ya

I am not going to go there

濁った声がいま聞こえた 身体の奥まで響いた
きみはどうしているの? わたしの中はからっぽで
内臓、欲望、衝動、鼓動
なんでも受け入れられる そんな気がする

nigotta koe ga ima kikoeta karada no oku made hibiita
kimi wa doushite iru no? watashi no naka wa karappo de
naizou, yokubou, shoudou, kodou
nandemo ukeirerareru sonna ki ga suru

I heard a hoarse voice now. It resounded till deep inside my body
Why are you here? It’s empty inside me
Organs, desires, impulses, pulsations
I could accept anything, that’s how I feel

安らかにお眠り それだけがお祈り
胸に歯の痕 うっすらにじむ鬱血
髪なでられ慰め にっこり笑う現金

yasuraka ni onemuri soredake ga oinori
mune ni ha no ato ussura nijimu ukketsu
kami naderare nagusame nikkori warau genkin

Sleeping peacefully, that’s my only pray
Traces of teeth on my chest and a slight blood congestion
I brush my hair and comfort, and cheerfully smile at cash

それでこぼす涙目 救いようがないよね
君と出会ってへらへら 期待はずれ仲間はずれ
だから一緒になりたいのかな

sore de kobosu namidame sukui you ga nai yo ne
kimi to deatte herahera kitai hazure nakama hazure
dakara issho ni naritai no kana

And thus, your teary eyes are beyond salvation
I meet you and simper, contrary to expectations, left out
Therefore I wonder if I want to join you

スマホの同期ミスして思い出吹き消し
きれいに無くす足跡
開放感かんじない 身体はひどく重いまま

sumaho no douki misu shite omoide fukikeshi
kirei ni nakusu sokuseki
kaihoukan kanjinai karada wa hidoku omoi mama

I fail on synchronize my smartphone and memories blow out
Traces lost beautifully
I don’t feel the sense of freedom, my body is still terribly heavy

歩くたびにめまい 飲めないお酒むかむか
時計の針ぐるぐる 一人じゃ生きられないや
いまになってやっと そう気づいたんだ

aruku tabi ni memai yomenai osake mukamuka
tokei no hari guruguru hitori ja ikirarenai ya
ima ni natte yatto sou kidzuitanda

I feel dizzy on the journey I walk and the alcohol I can’t drink makes me feel sick
The clock’s hands turn, I can live alone
At this point I’ve finally noticed it

いたよ 君がいたよ 側にいたよ
いて 君がいて ここにいて
確かに感じたぬくもり
ねえ いたい? 痛い?
痛い痛い痛い痛い痛い痛い…?
わたしはここにいたのでしょうか?
濁った雨漏り 交差点ぱんぱん
倒れ込む酔っぱらい ばたんどさ

ita yo kimi ga ita yo soba ni ita yo
ite kimi ga ite kono ni ite
tashika ni kanjita nukumori
nee itai? itai?
itai itai itai itai itai itai…?
watashi wa koko ni ita no deshou ka?
nigotta amemori kousaten panpan
taorekomu yopparai batan dosa

Here, you were here, you were next to me
Here, you are here, you are right here
For sure it’s the warmth I felt
Say, does it hurts? It hurts?
It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts…?
Wasn’t I right here?
The mudded roof leek, the crossing filled to bursting
The falling drunkard, crash

とてもここから 動けそうもないや

totemo koko kara ugokesou mo nai yo

I am not going to move from here

濁った声がいま聞こえた 身体の奥まで響いた
きみはどうしているの? わたしの中はからっぽで
内臓、欲望、衝動、鼓動
なんでも受け入れられる そんな気がする

nigotta koe ga ima kikoeta karada no oku made hibiita
kimi wa doushite iru no? watashi no naka wa karappo de
naizou, yokubou, shoudou, kodou
nandemo ukeirerareru sonna ki ga suru

I heard a hoarse voice now. It resounded till deep inside my body
Why are you here? It’s empty inside me
Organs, desires, impulses, pulsations
I could accept anything, that’s how I feel

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~ by Jaefine on June 26, 2017.

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