SURVIVE ~ Primary

primary SURVIVE Last moment

M3 is over and I bought maybe too many CDs, but I’m an happy person. I love Primary’s new single, it’s magnificent. I have the feeling that Meis Clauson and yuiko are getting better and better, not sure if it’s only my impression. Anyway,  I didn’t expect an acoustic one for Last Moment, but that song too is beautiful –yes, I bought the CD without listening to the trial. Anyway, expect Last moment to be out too very soon, unless I change my mind, because Anfang comes out in three days and because other stuff.

Enjoy!

Notes

Title: SURVIVE
Vocals: yuiko
Lyrics: yuiko
Composition: Meis Clauson
Album: SURVIVE/Last Moment
Circle: Primary
Event: M3-41

SURVIVE

錆びついて 動けないと 思い込んでいた
瓦礫に埋もれていた 情けない感情
自由を 手にすれば 失うのだと
それでも 構わないと 断ち切ったんだ

sabitsuite ugokenai to omoikondeita
gareki ni umoreteita nasakenai kanjou
jiyuu wo te ni sureba ushinau no da to
soredemo kamawanai to tachikittanda

I was sure I was rusted, that I couldn’t move
My shameful feelings were buried by debris
Even if I were to get freedom, I would lose it
But still, it didn’t matter and I cut it off

最後に 花束を…さぁ

saigo ni hanataba wo… saa

A bouquet for the end… come

止まらない 止まれない 息切らして
叫んでみた 叫んだまま 泣いていたんだ
自分のため 選んできた 間違いじゃないと
痛みさえ 信じていく 見つけたいから

tomaranai tomarenai iki kirashite
sakendemita sakenda mama naiteitanda
jibun no tame erandekita machigai janai to
itami sae shinjiteiku mitsuketai kara

I won’t stop, I can’t stop, I’m out of breath
I tried to scream, I kept screaming, as I was crying
I made that choice for my sake, it’s not a mistake
I’ll even believe pain, because I want to find you

不安に 心ごと 押しつぶされ
不満を ぶつけてた 愚かな憧憬
すべてを 無感情に 過ごしていた
自分を 諦めて 笑えなくて

fuan ni kokoro goto oshitsubusare
fuman wo butsuketeta oroka na shoukei
subete wo mukanjou ni sugoshiteita
jibun wo akiramete waraenakute

My heart was smashed by anxiety
I took out my frustration, my foolish longing
I was living every day without emotions
I gave up on me and couldn’t smile

まるで 人形のように…変わりたい

marude ningyou no you ni… kawaritai

I was just like a doll… I want to change

知らなくて 知りたくて もがき続けた
生き方を 生き様を 思い返していた
何もない キコエナイ 歪んだ世界
これ以上 このままじゃ 自分じゃないんだ

shiranakute shiritakute mogaki tsudzuketa
iki kata wo ikizama wo omoikaeshiteita
nanimo nai kikoenai yuganda sekai
kore ijou kono mama ja jibun janainda

I didn’t know, I wanted to know, struggles went on
I changed my mind on my way of life, on how I live
There’s nothing, I hear nothing in this distorted world
Going on any further like this, it’s not me

瓦礫の中でずっと 探してたんだ
そこには“自由”なんてもの なかったんだ
だからこそ今 ここで 背中向けた
生き残るための 手段なら…

gareki no naka de zutto sagashitetanda
soko ni wa “jiyuu” nante mono nakattanda
dakarakoso ima koko de senaka muketa
ikinokoru tame no shudan nara…

I’ve always searched for it inside debris
But there was no such thing as “freedom”
Therefore now and here I turned back
If this is the way to survive…

止まらない 止まれない 振り返らずに
叫んでみた 叫んだから 見つけたんだ
怖くはない 手を伸ばそう その先へと
消えはしない 傷痕を 抱えたままで…

tomaranai tomarenai furikaerazu ni
sakendemita sakenda kara mitsuketanda
kowaku wa nai te wo nobasou sono saki e to
kie wa shinai kizuato wo kakaeta mama de…

I won’t stop, I can’t stop, without looking back
I tried to scream and because I screamed, I’ve found you
Don’t be afraid, let’s stretch our hands beyond
As we hold those scars that won’t disappear…

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~ by Jaefine on April 29, 2018.

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